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Motor Works

by Jersey Water

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shiftynj Beautiful, melancholy stories from characters we rarely hear from. Favorite track: The Motor Works in an Empty Room.
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1.
Yeah the motor works in an empty room Yeah the trigger works a bit too soon There’s an ocean floor on the Acela Express Between Boston and D.C. I been to the 92nd Street Y I been to the Ritz Carlton Hotel What’s it to you If you catch me crying Or I wear your shirt Or I look through your briefcase I could do much worse And you call me Son And I call you Daddy And I pay my rent for June You don’t hold my head but you made me breakfast There a piece of toast with blackcurrant jam And I trim my privates just the way you like So you can see your boy so new Oh, my bride Baby, you deserve such a fine guitar Ain’t gonna hold my breath like one of them city boys I’m gonna blow it right out
2.
I kept a journal for the first part of the summer I wasn't hanging around no more And that was the year that our semen turned watery and clear And you took to wearing your father's clothes And abandoned me for the Poconos Oh, how I, untogether I wanted to lie in your field In your field And stray wherever you chose to stray and I Four days into football some kid swiped my cleats I walked home past the Reich’s Estate And it'd been two years since the conclusion came to you And beyond the gazebo where the boys liked to fight They’d laugh through their teeth and through the night Oh, how I, untogether I wanted to lie in your field In your field Then an airplane exploded in the sky Then I stopped writing down all my dirty thoughts And vowed to keep my suicides to myself And I renewed my subscription to the wayward magazine And I kissed the wood of my sister's armoire Then I nailed that journal to a tree Oh, how I, untogether I wanted to lie in your field In your field And how we were born a different kind of lamb I started school with a sore on my lip And the white of my eyes burned red And I felt your struggle and the way it passed by my feet And I wished I’d confessed you were the drum of my life Fast to water Fast to light Oh, how I, untogether I wanted to lie in your field In your field And when we undressed We undressed for good and I
3.
Well I spend my time with the old muscle mag Wishing I shared a smile with the man on the cliff I know my name isn’t Jeremy Sams And I know my body don’t move that a way But I’m waking in the morning all I see is myself again So what are you gonna do Gonna rub my beard What was I thinking So on my nights off I like to dance on my own Some nights I go for a walk Some nights I stay home If there’s one thing I learned from living in the city You shouldn’t plan your trip to the moon so soon You better take that hotel job and you can live when your shift is through So what you gonna do Gonna bury myself in what I been drinking So I end up in Staten Island in some stranger’s tub Just got laid off from Merrill Lynch So I guess I was feeling sorry for the guy He says, I got Babel on DVD Some porn I got in Amsterdam that’ll blow you away And he’s washing my back but I know I’ll never get it clean again So what you gonna do Gonna ruin myself Then I’ll really be sinking So I’m back at my post at the Gentleman’s Club And I’m feeling less tired than I did at the top of the stairs I got my cot and my running shoes My fishing rod Three quarter day blues Anything I want I can fit in my hand When the going gets tough
4.
For Jim 04:22
Oh Jim just say we’re the same I changed my shirt I changed my name Still it’s kind of you to address me still I must admit I’ve grown attached It’s no big deal most of the time But tonight I just can’t hide it Walking on stilts in the rain We got human eyes now resting sweet I had a tutor once I dream of her but once a year On the anniversary her mother died Now she’s got her city and I got mine Oh my you’re looking thin I’m shut in the room I been sinning in, all right Judas fingers, coast to coast I know you Where the boys swing, I swing Where the boys swing, I swing There was a fire at The Hartt School A piano major got trapped in the practice room He didn’t call or cause a fuss He just closed the door and went on back To that “Golliwog’s Cakewalk” Walking on stilts in the rain We got human eyes now resting sweet I had a lover once He went wild, wild, wild and crazy kids Once you leave you can’t get shit back Like the night I left my watch in the cul-de-sac It’s getting cold Dropping names with your crooked truth I know you Where the boys swing, I swing Where the boys swing, I swing
5.
So I’ve read “Everything that Rises Must Converge” And “A Good Man is Hard to Find” But now that I’ve left the university There’s no more books for me to read Just that empty hand So now I gotta get somewhere And I wanna comb my hair The way it used to be when I was free Yeah, and it’s hard when all your love is for just one boy Yeah, and it’s hard when all your love is for just one boy So now I was in love once, sure And I had a granddad too And he told me all about my Gram But now I gotta pack my things And I gotta wear these rings But they’re not who I am Yeah, so I’ve fallen but I never meant to fall this low Yeah, so I’ve fallen but I never meant to fall this low
6.
I fell out with my friend At the time it didn’t much bother me I fell out with my baby Now he’s drinking out of some other faggot’s bottle You always felt safe 'Neath the awning of your early days And the grandiose mazurkas But beyond all those dolphins Like swimming through your bloodstream You loved dancing to the music, didn’t you Now kicking in this gray shaped room Past the airport, Wood Island The broken and the heavy and the blue There's an end to the roughhousing There's an end to the debauchery The campaign to kill the sparrows There's a word for loneliness And there’s a word for dizziness And the freedom of throwing bottles in the street And I swore then and out the door And gonna take you to the marketplace Gonna walk along the tracks till it gets dark And how I'll scream I hate this train On the gown that my mother made Wasn’t born to hold that babe in my arms Always, always All that I could’ve offered him leaning on them shelter doors All that I could’ve offered him leaning on them shelter doors
7.
Be a Jet for a day Be a Jet for a day Be a Jet for a day Be a Jet for a day And at the top I can see the city from the top of the hill I ain’t got my elbows on the windowsill And at the top I wish I was Kimber Shoop from Broadcast News I still got the Lord I got my baby blues And at the top How come my baby just like the slow song Schule, schule I-rue Schule I rack-a-shack Schule I barbeque When I sell that salla babba eel And fa-fa-fa means sad song Be a Jet for a day And at the top Be a Jet for a day Be a Jet for a day Be a Jet for a day I can see the city from the top of the hill I ain’t got my elbows on the windowsill And at the top I wish I was Kimber Shoop from Broadcast News I still got my health I got my baby blues And at the top How come my baby just like the slow song Schule, schule I-rue Schule I rack-a-shack Schule I barbeque When I sell that salla babba eel And fa-fa-fa means sad song Be a Jet for a day And at the top Be a Jet for a day And at the top Be a Jet for a day And at the top Be a Jet for a day And at the top
8.
All's you need is a summer sun All's you need’s a toothy smile And away you go And on the clearest dawn to rub up against I pissed your bed Oh, how high we came in the weeds Seven bridges above us The braille of your skin The nail’s in the wood But not a single frame The nail’s in the wood Lazy by the pond With gnats in our ears We were sticky sweet Oh, how I wanted to stay right by your side All the time Till we expired More light on the bear suit On the deer meat On the maps of the world More light on the government On the conduit On the soaking wet More light on the blind girl On the day girl On the baby girl
9.
After my convalescent leave And I’m back to the north And I’m the loneliest cloud left after the storm And I’m tired You say I’m always tired When I was a boy I used to ride to the beach I had my Discman I had my CDs And I was dying At least I thought I was Without my hands I thought I’d forget how to love And I brought all my things out to the garage And I brought all my things out to the garage But it was just you and me then Yeah, it was just you and me then I wasn’t built for the spotlight I was built for the wings But I tried Yeah, I tried

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Cover drawing of Venus Xtravaganza by Maria Braga.

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released August 5, 2009

All songs by Ryan Doyle.

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